Ive been told many things while I'm drunk.
One is that I'm only honest when I have had a drink.
Well I have had a drink and I am pissed off from events of the night so I am probably gonna be overly honest and no one will like it but I am to drunk to give a flying fuck.
Frankly. I hate being lied to.
With my friends I am honest. I see no reason to lie. They are my friends, they will like me for all my flaws. That is the whole point of friends.
Then I find out that one is lying to me. Now, I already know that they lie to other people but I never thought that they would lie to me too.
They lie about the most ridiculous of things. They make plans then change them. They give a reason. Except they think that you belive their reason but you know them to well, you have heard the excuse a million times before and you never believed it then either.
It's ridiculous. You know it is a lie. You can prove it is a lie. They wont be able to dispute it for a second. They still do it and they still beieve you believe them and don't know they are lying.
But I do. I know. And I am sick of it.
I have put up with it for to long.
You are either my friend and you want to see me, hang out, chat etc or you don't.
Partners come and go. Friends are the ones who are around to pick up the pieces. We are the ones who know how you feel when shit happens, We are the ones who hold you through the rough. My friends do it for me and I will do anything for them.
But I do not lie, about anything. And I mean anything. I am an easily readable book.
Yes. I have private stuff. Stuff that if it saw the light of day would see me commited within 5 seconds of someone hearing it but I wouldn't edit it for my friends.
Mebbe I am naive. Mebbe I do trust to easily. But I like tht about me. I see good in people. If i didn't I would never speak to anyone because I think a basic flaw in people is a lack of trust.
I love my friends. They mean the world to me. That one betrays me so easily really cuts like a knife.