Friday, January 24, 2020

Ch ch ch ch changes

Wow.

Where have the years gone?

While mentally, I feel no different from the naive young girl who went tripping off to Australia and dreamed of a life of adventure, the years have changed this weary old soul.

I have been looking back through some of my old posts and I can confirm that my younger self was a bit meh. 

Not that I am not a bit “meh” now.  I just know that I am.  Although that knowledge doesn’t stop me from being “meh”.

Moving on.
 
Though you haven’t asked, I am now married with a child. 

I was SOOOOOOOOOO anti-children.  I didn’t want the responsibility, the cost, the responsibility.

There is a whole life that depends entirely on you.  Or, in my case, on Lorna; to prevent me from leaving her outside in a pram with a free to good home sign.

Or any home.

And she was a good baby!  She slept through the night and didn’t fuss overly.

Could you imagine what I would have done with one that actually caused difficulties like a lack of sleep or just screamed constantly for no discernible reason??? 

She’s older now (6) and my little buddy.  She is what I want my life to be now.  Easy, no drama and full of mega soft & cuddly onesies.
 
She’s like cuddling a teddy bear most of the time.

Anyway, I hope to get my blog going again & to be something a little better than the train crash it was.  I shall not hold my breath for feedback as I am the only person who reads this now.  Or I could give myself feedback, but I can tell you now it will either be glowing or will rip me to shreds depending on how much prosecco I have drank…

Laters x