What is it with men?
I have never had so much attention now that I do not want it.
Today, I was proposed to. 8 months I wait for a certain someone to get off his arse and realise what he wants. Well now he has and he chooses to tell me when I am no longer available to him.
Do men just wait until a girl looks happy to throw not just a spanner but a whole tool box in to the works?
My head is now in a barn (the shed was to small) and I am totally confused about what I want.
I don't mess people around and I am not going to throw Richard away just because Joe has finally realised that I was nuts about him and he suddenly wants to devote everything that he is to me. I told him I had never hurt anyone in my life and it was true. I don't intend to change that now.
But the fact is that I was, and still am, head over heels for Joe. If Richard wasn't about I would have said yes immediately and would currently be on a beach with him in Mexico having a beautiful wedding with a little Mexican band playing and fajita's instead of a buffet.
Instead I am confused and tired.
Someone wanna point me in the right direction?